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Musings...


My feets are numb,
The baggage is so heavy,
Let the weight loose,
Cut me some slack maybe...

When the smiles are forced
And the heart is humming uncertain
When the perspective is all lost
Do I pick myself or the pen

The pen it is,so have I chosen
So let me say,what comes to mind :

Maybe you too are in pain
I wish I could had comforted my dearest
Or maybe you are healing
As the train wreck that I am,is now at rest

It took me quite a while,
But just maybe,this is for the best
No intentions to hurt,never had them,
Maybe,you just got rid of a pest

For I know how tenacious I can be
How taxing to your cares
Rest assured now, my beloved,
For I have already descended down the stairs

So hard it must had been for you,
And yet so liberating
I rejoice in your triumph,
As long as you end the suffering

Nothing more do I wish
No more hopes and no more longings
Except one, that I could maybe find you smiling,
For that smile was my most precious belonging..

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